Because she deserves to be loved.

I realized that tonight, at a western themed bar full of young, attractive human trash.

That's the biggest reason I thought I was in love, because I found someone so worthy of it.

But finding someone who warrants affection does not mean anything more. I hate what an awkward pairing we are. I hate how much of an asshole I've become. I hate that I can't appreciate the things she has to offer.I hate that simple, stupid people are out there having simple, stupid love lives. May they rot in hell for all time.